reflections

hellooo everyoneee!! one piece of happy news to share. i got into the finals for the cashflow 101 competition on friday. yipeeee. i thought i was like going to lose at the start cause i was super damn unlucky. but things turned better later!

okay other than that, the rest of this post is just some of my thoughts after some events that happened just today.

today one of my friend told me this 'if you dont challenge yourself, u will never know how far you will go'. this got me thinking and i realised it is very true. i have only taken part in competitions which i have confidence in or rather some confidence in and never dare to try those of higher standards. yup so now i am gonna put in my all for the fund manager competition, which from the start my confidence was rock bottom. i guess i should be more adventurous from now on.

and today again, i had this nasty flu which cured after i slept my afternoon nap. i always get super grumpy when i have those irky flus cause it irritates the hell out of me. and i guess i transferred some of my irritation to the same friend that told me the thing above. and again i thought about it and i realise that i sometimes take my friends for granted and i feel that i am spoilt. oh well, at least i do come to realise it and what matters is i know it and be more aware of it in future.

seems like a boring post. but i had to let it out, if not i will feel very trapped.

and today reality check again. why does so many things all happen in the same day. i realised that project is due in 2 weeks and we bloody havent got anything concrete out yet. still swimming at the surface. darn it. and time seem to fly so so fast. soon its cny and term break.

well at least the cashflow competition at the end of the day cheered up my otherwise nasty day. i tink i gonna be super moody for most days till at least cny. cant wait man. off for supper later. (: