bonjour! ça va? hahaha some french for you! cause i having big problem remembering all the french words for the quiz!! male/female for all words. and some words have so many forms. grrr kill me pls!
so the week started off with the portfolio quiz which was good. not gonna get my full marks but i think shud be close. lesson learnt: dont itchy fingers last minute go change answer.
last night i slept at 3.30am. new record timing. because i had sudden motivation to work on my report, so i had to do it while that motivation lasts. so in the end i managed to complete what i set out to do. now we have to wait for the man with the analysis results and we can complete our report!
tonight gonna be sleeping at 5.30am? bayern playing man utd. hope the hall internet allows me to stream! still 2 hours to the match!
bonjour
bad period of time
the doom looms near as each passing day passes, that could be the reason for the lack of updates on this blog. anyway i shall be updating less these coming weeks till the big and long word that starts with E ends just before my birthday!!
past week was just filled with rushing to meet deadlines and trying to mug and cram things in while there is still some time.
i think everyone must be bored with me mentioning how much i hate my research module and i still do hate it. darn it! luckily we were given time extension today for another one week, otherwise i probably wont have time to even type this post now.
after 1.5 yrs in school, this is the first time where i really feel the sch system is really bad. i have practically no time to study for exams and i have 2 papers on my first day of exams. maybe last time is equally bad but as humans always tend to forget the bad, i probably am one of them too.
okay enough of all this crapping. i have a quiz tmr and french quiz on thurs for this week followed by the research crap and another quiz on the last fri before exams. i think i seriously need some divine help to help me get through this period of time. i have never felt this way before. could this be a bad omen? oh well only time will tell!
charged: guilty
yesterday was ies bowl. the event which i was looking forward to the whole of last week. we got 2nd. i felt damn guilty because we could have gotten 1st, but i bowled badly and ended up with 2nd.
recently, i have been out of form, or rather i take a damn long time to get warmed up or find my line. like yesterday only the last game last frame i found the magic. darn. and last sat i took 3 games as well almost similar to this week. i will get this settled after the exams. I will be back (:
and so i finally made my choices for phase 2 for pa selection. *prays hard* i will get something in phase 2 otherwise it will be disastrous.
i just realise alot of graded stuff next next week which is april fool's week. lets see, portfolio quiz on monday, 213 presentation on tues and french quiz on thurs. i better spend the upcoming week in preparation of the monster coming!! what a life!
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i am feeling so sian of people telling me or openly declaring how many days to exams. i admit i dont feel any sense of urgency at the moment when there are still so many quizzes and projects not out of the way yet. that is just ntu system for you.
i am also damn sick and disgusted by the dumbest module i have ever taken - research methods. utter waste of my time and energy for a mere 3 aus. darn!!
all clear
choosing to go home yesterday seemed to be the right choice cause i seem to be not sick anymore. yay!! (:
phase 2 companies for pa are out. at first seem quite bad, but looking closer, does not seem that bad. shall spend the weekend pondering which companies to put!
sick..
oh boy i am down with the flu bug since sunday. damn i really hate flu. i cant study cant sleep properly. stupid flu i hate you. and when i made my mind up to see the doctor, the flu seemed to get better but apparently not.
roomie just told me yesterday 37 DAYS TO EXAMS!! reality check man!! seems so sudden. so i finally moved my lazy ass and started ONLY 1 pathetic chapter of my ab213 textbook which is just the damn intro chapter which i doubt will even be tested in exams. is that studying smart or dumb? lol
oh well, even though i am sick now, i am still super looking forward to saturday. and my 3x $25 brewerkz vouchers have arrived. anyone wants to go? (:
bowling alley is like my 2nd home!
just got back not too long ago from bowling. spent my whole saturday at the bowling alley today. bowling from 10am to about 7pm.
did i would say rather badly in the doubles event, but i was glad i did not let myself down and managed to make a comeback in the quartet event to pull up my all event average. simplicity is the best, but i just made things too complicated during many occasions today which resulted in the nonsense results in the first half.
anyway first time bowling in inter-varsity and i totally love the environment. became super motivated after lunch and we were like cheering for each other and stuff. IES bowl next week. UPSSS!!! (:
new eyecandy spotted but too bad. lol
the finals
okay so today was the next fund manager finals for our school and its my first time in such a finals. i would say it didnt go as expected and i am pretty sure that we would not proceed on to the grand finals :(
was pretty excited before the presentation, but was rather upset/disappointed with the results after that though i didnt really seem to show it.
looking at the cat in hall would usually cheer me up a fair bit, but today when i looked at it i actually felt sad for the cat cause when everyone has gone home and it was just left wandering around and it looked sad sitting outside the pantry alone. sad
the cute cat in hall (:
omg emo max post. nvm tmr will be a better day. hope my bowling wont screw up as well. first time bowling inter-vasity bowling (:
back home
yippeee i went home today cause i felt like doing so. since i didnt have school today and roomie's not in and i had to go to town to run some errands, tada i went home. home is always the best. thats why its called home sweet home.
this week is gonna be long. looking forward to friday's presentation and saturday's bowling com. whole day bowling man. first time bowling in a whole day thing in years.
till then tata (:
pokeyy
poke pokey poker! i am so addicted to texas hold'em on fb. i have been on a roll in fb poker and in real life too! won some cash at reg's birthday party playing poker with the bowlers.
oh well, recess was over in a blink with nothing much constructive done. except studying for my portfolio quiz, which is the only mod this sem i have been rather consistent in terms of revision. quiz today was not bad. stupid careless mistake though.
ohh and i got back my french quiz. was bad i tink, not what i expected. total bunch of careless mistakes. maybe i shud s/u it? dunno still thinking. i am abt 50% sure i am gonna s/u it already.
how i wish i could clone myself and appear at 2 different places at the same time. like this sat, I have ntu invitationals as well as open house duty at the same time. so tell me how like that. and next sat, theres ies bowl and potentially the grand finals for tnfm if we go through. so cloning is the best option right?
and lastly, i gonna make a promise to myself which i hope i can stick to it at least till 29 april. i am so gonna start studying and stop going out to social events that often and stop playing and playing my life away. its just lets see slightly less than 2 mths to go only. (:
oh gosh
i am left with one pathetic day of my one week of recess break. and i totally didnt meet any of my objectives set out for this recess. which is to revise all my 7 weeks of accumulated work. RAHHH!! :(
monday was busy touching up research report for 213, and tues was occupied by bowling and fyp prof meeting. oh and the fyp prof reject my grp. :(
and wed was total slacking at home with little attempt to read my text book. and today i went to crash my friend's lecture at sim. lol fun!! (:
and and tmr i will be going out and sat will be reg's birthday party. and when i have things on in the evening, the day will be pretty much wasted as well.
some sad news - i am fyp-less and internship-less. i seriously dunno how they select people for the internship. darn. hope phase 2 has some nice companies that i really want. phase 1 was real crap.
and happy news - i got into finals for the next fund manager competition (: and its all thanks to eric who helped our group pull thru by not giving up. finals on friday. excited but i know my nervousness in presentation will slowly eat its way in. hope it wont be that bad.
so that pretty much sums up most of my recess week. i seriously think i am so screwed this sem. total lack of drive and motivation. everything seems to be happy go lucky kind of attitude. oh well.
p.s jiahui update le! lol
the number 1
the number 1 seems like a good number like first in this first in that etc. but number 1 has been screwing me up real bad in major stuff in my bowling.
i can still vividly remember i was damn upset that i missed the iv team by one position. and guess what, its deja vu. it happened again. this time is some selections for some competition. although it has not yet been confirmed, but i already know i am going to miss out by just that one postion again. teammates have improved, but i am still stuck at my pathetic same average for some time already.
should have tried harder, but its not that easy :(
finally done
yipeee finally the research report is done. so much work for 7.2%. the spacing and referencing basically pissed me off for the past few days.
now with report out of the way, i can finally get down to do some of my other stuff, which mainly comprises of studying. what a life.
and the weather recently is super hot. and it just makes me all the more pissy. sometimes hall is good, cause i can just on the aircon anytime i want, whereas at home, if i on it in the afternoon, my ears wont get a rest.
tmr gonna be a super duper busy day. cca in the morning (hope i bowl well), printing and submission of report and meeting with potential fyp prof. luckily daddy is super nice to let me have the car after he goes to work (: