the number 1

the number 1 seems like a good number like first in this first in that etc. but number 1 has been screwing me up real bad in major stuff in my bowling.

i can still vividly remember i was damn upset that i missed the iv team by one position. and guess what, its deja vu. it happened again. this time is some selections for some competition. although it has not yet been confirmed, but i already know i am going to miss out by just that one postion again. teammates have improved, but i am still stuck at my pathetic same average for some time already.

should have tried harder, but its not that easy :(