hellooo everyone. it has been a pretty bad week for me, especially today :(
actually its more of a bad day then a bad week. bad week is only for the poems stock challenge. didnt really achieve what i wanted to for the week, but i'm pretty optimistic for now still.
oh well today i bowled union bowl. i got third, but i am honestly disappointed and upset. not due to the fact that i got third, but seriously its because my average has been lingering around the 170 plus minus range for a very long time, sometimes dropping way below that. honestly i dunno whats wrong. guess i could blame myself for not attending trainings regularly? but its really damn far to travel from pasir ris to bukit batok for 2 hrs of training you know!
and the next thing concerns a certain individual. i shall not name this individual. just this afternoon u confirmed with me yes you will join and later in the night u just sent a sms with a sorry i cant commit and join anymore. seriously wtf man. i wanted to send you a damn fking sacarstic reply back, but being me, i decided not to be too nasty as i value friendship.
seriously how am i gonna find one more person at so last min to join the comp with us :(
things have not been going really well since school started this month. i have been skipping lectures like anything. i have not attended a single astro lecture. i went to elective lecture and ended up chatting for 2 hrs. i have no mood for school. i procrastinate on job applications. really fml. i should just find somewhere to hide myself in like seriously. or rather i need some spiritual help. i may appear like a happy go lucky person, very jovial in front of my friends, but deep inside i am having an emotional mess! :(
hopefully good things will come soon. sorry for the ranting
i'm falling
So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life
hello hello everyonee!! here to update on my awesome life i am having at the moment. and this is at the expense of thinking of my 3 mins speech for tmrs comm fund class. actually my current speech is 2 mins, thinking if should extend, but with the ah and erms tmr i tink shud be more than 2 mins.
last week was jash and hall bash! for jash drinks were awesome and for hall bash dancing was awesome! actually the music at jash was awesome, but its so damn packed, and can hardly move around and with some ppl who wants to fight so i got out of there pretty early.
hall bash on thurs was better! the pageant segment was okay i guess. venue too big people not high. i tink nbs one is better cause smaller space people more close to the stage. after-party was awesomess! see the title, that sums up the entire night! woohoo!! oh and we went into dragonfly also. hahaha damn funny. inside like getai performance. hahaha
anyway, i am gonna take a break from clubbing for at least one sem! feeling old, lack of energy to club too often. i SHALL try to focus on my studies like soon, have totally neglected it since school started, deceiving myself theres still alot of time. tata for now (:
settled down
hellooo, first week of school went by and there was lots to do, not in terms of school, but hall moving.
moved into hall on sunday, but the room-mate was like someone i dont want to live with and he sort of like dun want to let me squat. to hell with him. luckily managed to shift room on thursday. hopefully, can everythings more or less settled.
ohh and my only class of the week, on thursday was strategic management. no exams for this mod! prof was awesome. was the one i wanted for my fyp prof, but we were a tad too late. my timetable is more or less settled, but hopefully i can get one more mod. coz this sem too slack. 2 with no exams and 2 s/u means nothing to study!! but next sem will be jialat. damn!
went for nbs bash yest. AWESOMENESS. get to see eyecandy!! (: so so happy (:
but the music was totally terrible ttm at zouk. damn la. was some trance or sth. didnt get high or anything. next week 2 more times of clubbing. jash and hall bash! hopefully will be better!!